Sometimes I wonder to myself, is it ok to simply trust in the good of others? And then when proven wrong I close up and then start to think maybe I should trust more, and then open back up. It’s just an endless cycle and honestly, I’m getting a little tired of wondering.

And loving others? Caring for others? Sometimes I wonder why I should bother to do so when so few do the same for me And then I remember love is selfless, and patient and kind. So do I love enough? Or do I love too much? Because honestly, I don’t know.

Ah, my thoughts are a mess again…